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JJ and I are cuddling in our underwear before bed, watching Youtube. I’m sitting upright, JJ lying down with his arms wrapped around my waist. I couldn’t ask for anything more in this world.

My mind strays from the slime video to how I’ve been helping my parents clean out the house. They’re officially empty nesters now, my youngest brother having moved out about when JJ and I came back to California. I’ve been making multiple trips over there to clean out my room alone, and suddenly I remember one of the things I brought back.

“Oh, dude. Wait. I picked something up from my room when I was cleaning it.”

“Oooh, what is it? Like an old DS?” He giggles. “I remember, oh my god, every time I tried to clean my room I would find so much old crap and start playing with it instead of cleaning.”

“Even better.”

“Even better?”

I grin and shuffle over to my backpack. I pull it out like it’s a stack of gold bars.

My old fleshlight.

JJ claps his paws in delight. “Hawk!” He closes the laptop and sets it to the side.

“Bet you weren’t expecting that.”

“Woooah. I’ve always wanted one of these.”

I put it in his paws and he inspects it like it’s some complicated mechanical device. It couldn’t be more simple than that, really. Black plastic tube with a silicon insert. It’s the one that’s just shaped like a hole, not any genitalia. “Yeah. My old trusty buddy.”

He laughs. “From high school?”

“It was such a stupid purchase. I think it was when Syd was away with her family over the summer and I was watching way too much porn and I missed her. I got some good use out of that thing.”

“It looks like it’s in good condition.”

“No, I kept that thing spotless. After you use it, you kind of just wanna roll over and fall asleep, but I was meticulous with it.”

He holds it over his head and looks inside. “What does it feel like?”

“It’s really nice. It’s kind of…” I think about it for a second. “It’s like fucking something, except all of the focus is on your dick, if that makes sense. It’s super nice.”

“Wait, so was it just sitting in your room that whole time?”

“It was tucked away in the closet. You’d have to be SWAT to find it.”

He stares off into the distance for a second. “I didn’t hide a single thing in my room before we moved here.”

I laugh. “Duuuude.”

“I hope my sister enjoys all of that nasty weed.”

“Woof.”

“Can I try it out?”

“The fleshlight?”

He nods.

“Right now?”

Nods again, more furiously this time.

“Fuck yeah.”

JJ smiles. I scratch him under his scruffy chin. I don’t know how I didn’t see it before, but the erection in his boxers is staring me in the eye. He slips them off and his dick hits his stomach with a little plap. “Ummm… oh, lube!” He stands up and goes to the bathroom, his tail wagging like crazy, balancing out his dick hanging in the front. I watch my naked boyfriend as he walks back from the bathroom with the lube. I stare at his huge dick. He has such a goofy smile on his face as he lubes himself up.

“You are so excited.”

“I’ve always always wanted to use one of these.”

“I swear you had one.”

“I wish!” He giggles. “They’re just so fun! Look at them!”

It’s hard not to look at them as it hovers near the tip of his cock. “Dude, you have to use that thing right now.”

“Okay okay okay.” He holds his dick with his left paw and the fleshlight with his right paw, pushing the tip of his dick against the silicon. His paws are shaking a little in excitement and his toes are curled.

He pushes it in a little. There’s some tension as the silicon has to make way for his dick – it’s never taken something that thick before. He lets out a little grunt as he pushes it in.

It slides in a little further than either of us expect, maybe four inches. “Woah,” he whispers.

“Isn’t that nice?”

“It’s so slick. It just went right in.”

“I know. Like real penetration is so good but you don’t have to be worried about anyone else with this, you know? You can just go for it.”

He experiments a little with the feeling of just the first couple of inches before pushing the rest of it down onto his dick. He thwaps his tail against the bed as the rest of it goes in, then stops.

“Duuuude,” I laugh. He’s too big for the poor thing – a few inches stick out the end even though he’s clearly bottomed out.

JJ looks over at me with the most bashful smile. “Sorry…”

“Dude, don’t be–” I laugh again. “Thing isn’t big enough for you. All cool.”

“Do you fit all the way into it?”

“Not everyone has gigantic schlongs like you.”

He smiles and lays down. “Ohhh.”

“Dude, enjoy that thing. Please.”

He starts jerking it off while biting his lip. There’s a little bit more tension now that the full thing is in there. He pulls out a little and lubes up the base of his dick before getting right back into it.

It seems like that satisfies him, because he starts pumping it with both paws. “It’s so cool,” he grunts, “That it’s like…” He trails off, really getting into pumping it.

“Yeah, dude?” I put my arm around him and adjust the erection in my briefs. I so want to take it out and jerk off with him, but it’s his moment of discovery. I don’t want to tarnish that yet.

“Sorry, it’s so good. Fuck. I like that it’s like jerking off but not. It’s like a whole ‘nother level on top of it.”

“See? It’s addicting.”

He doesn’t even respond to that, still pumping his cock into it. I want to tell him how much I love that word, pumping, how it perfectly describes the act of fucking this thing that isn’t quite fucking, but again, I don’t want to ruin the moment. My cock twitches in my briefs.

JJ has fully forgotten I’m here, it seems like. He is fucking that thing as hard as he can, thwapping his tail against the bed, eyes shut tight and moaning under his breath. I rub his thigh and let him go at it.

Then, before my eyes, I watch him pump a load into it. He falls back onto the bed and pushes the thing down on his cock as hard as he can. I watch the base of it pulse as he fills it up with his cum.

He lets his paws fall and takes in a bunch of deep breaths. I smile at my boyfriend.

“Dude…”

“Oh my god, I got so carried away.”

“Dude, it’s powerful.”

He sits up and the thing slips off of his dick. Cum pours out of it like crazy. “That was so good.”

“Ummm… Can I get a turn?”

“It’s yours!”

He hands it over to me and I turn it over in my paws. A little bit of cum and lube leaks out onto me and I don’t care. “Woah.”

“Oh, shit, I got so carried away. You are throbbing like crazy.”

I smile as I lower my briefs. “No hard feelings at all.”

“You’re gonna do it with the cum in there?”

“It’s the same as lube, really.”

I press it against myself and feel his cum against my dick. I push into it way more easily now that JJ has stretched it out and lubed it up for me. I pretty much press the entire thing down to my crotch. It is slick and wet and warm and wet with his cum.

It feels amazing and familiar and a little strange. I spent so much time pumping myself into this and now I’m using it with my boyfriend. It’s kind of awesome and kind of different.

“Is that good?” he whispers.

“I’m wondering… would you do the honors?”

“You want me to pump it?”

“Is that cool?”

He puts a paw on it and gives me a good stroke. “So cool.”

I lay back and let JJ do all the work. Over the last couple of months living together, we’ve perfected the art of the handjob. Stroking me with the fleshlight is only a step away, so of course it feels amazing.

I close my eyes and try not to get as into it as JJ was. It’s hard not to with JJ giving me the same treatment I gave my own dick. I cross my legs and take deep breaths and enjoy the feeling.

It’s hard not to feel close with JJ working like that. I used to have hours-long sessions with this thing in the heat of the summer and now it’s only been a couple of minutes and I feel like coming. It doesn’t help that it’s already filled with JJ’s load and I can’t stop thinking about how hot it is that we’re about to mix our loads together inside of my old sex toy.

JJ is perfect at reading my body language and starts ramping it up once he sees my body tighten up. I grab my tail and enjoy the pressure building up inside of myself until I just have to release it.

“I’m gonna cum…” I moan. “Duuuude, I’m gonna cum.”

“Yeah…” he whispers. “C’mon.”

I grab the toy from him and he hands it over readily. There’s only one way I want to pump my load into this thing. I push it as tight onto myself as I can, knowing there’s a little gap in there filled with JJ’s cum, and I let myself finish deep inside of it.

I smile. “Fuck. Definitely not an old DS.”

“I wanna see our cum.”

I pull the thing off of me, the best feeling in the world, and watch as our cum pools together and pours out of the thing onto my balls.

“Mwah,” I say, giving it a little chef’s kiss. “Perfection.”

“I’m never jerking off without this again.”

I lay my head down. “Man. That took everything out of me.”

He smiles. “Do you want me to go clean it out and you can sleep a little?”

“Oh my god. The one part I never wanted to do.”

“Gonna go lick it out.” He stands up, his dick still a little hard. “Just kidding. I’ll be right back, okay?”

“I love you,” I smile.

“I love you too.”

I can’t believe he granted me the one thing I’ve always wanted. The ability to cum in a fleshlight then roll over and go to sleep. I fall asleep so quickly with a little smile on my face.